The last time that I cried was on this past New Year's Eve. I had planned on making this New Year's Eve the best ever since for the past three years, I've unfortunately had a rotten night to bring in the New Year, which I think jinxes my chances of having a good year. Anyhow, I was in Fairfax, Virginia at the time visiting my dad and my friends. I had previously been living in …showed first 75 words of 1822 total…

…showed last 75 words of 1822 total…wouldn't have time to think about him nor should I waste another moment thinking of him. Now, a few weeks later and I am much better. The whole situation has passed over and I think it’s a good thing that I'm here right now because he's not anywhere near me. I'm happy again and I know I'll never again shed a tear for the boy I thought I truly loved, Jimmy Felker. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ **Bibliography**